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| well sch started. like everyday have hmwk one. and my class has four form tchars. chairpersons are wenjing and junqi. and i'm the treasury and secretary... well class has like only 5 girls currently and 13 guys. plus i now miss my old teachers:X these few days keep having cca stuff and hmwk. looking at the situation i doubt i can go church every week le.
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| this week have i think 3times parade rehearsal. gone through two le. and quite fun but tiring. oh and this month i watch like 5movies le._. now that i kinda knw i need openess, its hard to comply.
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| spamming on mafia wars, blog surfing etc. actually didnt expect lotsa ppl to link me but apparently they did. haha downloading more songs to update my music library. yujing! haha can get from me already. downloading owl city also! i'm proud to say my total count for christian songs is more than 200!:D so cool yeah. suddenly this days i like miley cyrus and taylor swift more. but cant seem to find lirothen anywhere to download. maybe he only posts on youtube zzz.okay i really dunno what to say now. miss charlie and all. lucky next week have parade rehearsal. can see charlie and go out tgt again(: haha charlie ftw man! your the love of my life. better than most church friends and all. ^^ eh oh and havent collect bigwalk tshirt and all. never even sign up lol.:X scarli they dun let me go. and this is random but ms ho really v nice. even better then church ppl. cos she cares,genuinely cares...
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| okay FINALLY all the tys are done. like hell. i'm done with that. and i have to start the hmwk stuff again. oh well its like a nevere ending cycle, tys, hmwk back to tys and hmwk. thank god for my super nice maths tutor who helps me. she is the only person that did so. and yet she isnt even a christian. so so much for spiritual family. like what someone said to me, 'care so much abt hcurch for what, did they even care about whats happening or do they just tell you to keep and take it in stride?' but then again you cant sound out cos ppl will stop discipling you and etc. you get my point. whats the purpose then for caring so much about non-earthly matters yet your needs dun get met. ppl join to have their needs met. whatever. yujing and me have this one person in our hearts though its diff ppl. but i guess a person can only hurt you when she cared or did smth for you before. credits yujing. heh. but then again its worse then broken promises and whatsoever.
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| Finally soon all hell will be over. Countless hours spent on chionging tys. just to complete the 'deal' with the principal. quite unfair to me actually. ms ho says that it was meant to be impossible so i cant promo. but what the heck. Anyway its like nowadays the ppl around me change. like the people around me like my platoonmates suddenly become the best of friends to me. and yet the spiritual family doesnt. somehow there's this thing that doesnt allow us to bond. doesnt help when no one does nothing about this. and the situation will keep getting worse. oh well for noe i dun expect so much alr. i no longer feel so eager to comply with whatever rules and stuff th leaders set for us for church stuff. its like when you tell them you have smth they just tell you go to church or its up to you. gives one the impression that they dun care. and it especially hurts.
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